“I just wish I could die. I wish that suicide was a way out. But it is no escape. I wouldn’t feel any more pain though if I could just stop existing and have my conciousness dissolved into nothingness, and my energy recycled into something else useful, for I am of little use to the world right now, through no fault but my own.”
Jodi reads her thoughts of suicide from pages she tore out of her diary. The date of the diary entry is Sunday 26th August 2007.
She wrote this after she saw Travis kissing another woman through a window when she went to retrieve something she needed (ToDo:What) from the garage at Travis’ house.