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Q. And when you see the pictures that were taken after he died and you see the number of stab wounds that there were, how do you feel about that when you see that?
A. Again, I think that this is somebody I cared about and I caused — I caused that pain, and those were his last moments; and it makes me sick and I wish — I wish so badly that I could just do that whole day over again.